Manatiling masaya... Tumayo... at patuloy na magmahal..

I will sleep to dream about you...

Friday morning,
...woke up with a smile,
I saw your text last nite,
It feels so good...


The weather today is so fine,
gloomy, cloudy, cold...
...perfect to stay in bed late...
i want to sleep again,


...back to bed,


...and dream about you again...

Dilemma

I have never been as excited like this since the last year.
A smile from ear to ear.
Cloud 9.
What's with you that makes me special?
Your smile?
Your sweetness?
Your charm?
It really makes me think...
I know I like you since day 1.
My previous posts can prove that I've been wanting to have you ever since.
I received your text last night..."I love you so much Jay"
It feels good. It really does.
But why do I have these doubts about it?
I am not sure. 
Maybe I'm just afraid to fall totally and get hurt again.
If you happen to read this blog,
I just want to let you know,
That you're always on my mind.
Never a day that I miss thinking about you.
I hope and pray that whatever this leads to... we both won't get hurt.

I miss you and...

It's been months since I met you

...and a month when I learned I'm starting to like you...

...weeks when I let go of you to find your self

I told you to do so...

It breaks my heart to know that you let go off me 

and choose to be with the other guy...

I miss you...

I don't think you miss me too...

If there's one more thing that I'd like to happen...

...that is to forget you.

...forget  so I can move on

...so I can start over again.

Cool or hot? haircut i dun like.

Arrgh... i dont like this!

Fix me

I'm still waiting..

A broken heart that needs some fixin...

I hope it'll be soon...

I miss you... that it hurts...

why am i feeling this way...

since i said goodbye, palagi kita naiisip

to the point that i regret that i decided to stop seeing you..

to stop communicating with you...

i am not sure if i have made the right decision...

to give you a chance...

but i've already said goodbye...

shall i take it back..

but it really hurts..

I love you goodbye

You're always on my mind.

Keep starin' at your pictures on my celphone.

I long for your kiss.. your warm embrace at night.

But you are too selfish, 

I can't continue doing this to myself.

...reserving myself to someone who care less,

I care for you, so much that i keep enduring the pain.

Though there are times, in front of me, you are flirting with someone else..

I learned to appreciate your weakness, I become your strength...

Leaving someone when you love someone

Is the hardest thing to do

When you love someone as much as i love you

Oh i don’t wanna leave you

Baby it tears me up inside

But i’ll never be the one you’re needing

I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out

I love you, goodbye

Then I decided to end this pain,

I'm saying goodbye to you now,

You you mentioned in your text that you really don't care,

I know one day, if not today,

You will miss the things I've done for you,

There's only 1 Jay in the world,

And you hurt him...

I am giving up this reserved seat i have been keeping for you.

i wish for your happiness..

Goodbye...

I just thought of you, keep safe

it's been a while since then...
rainy season, when we met and separated...
i just realized i miss you..
we've had great moments together...
we've had sweet memories to treasure...
sad to say, all gone to waste when you left.


i am writing this blog today because i just thought of you..
when you picked me up on a windy and cold night due to bad weather...
it was a surprise meet up actually,
had my overflowing "kilig" moment nga they said.


people are asking me what happened to us,
we're almost a perfect couple...


hey, wherever you are, I hope you're doing fine.
take care of yourself.
I had moved on already.
and i'm not bitter about anything at all anymore.
i know that one of these days i'll find another one...
see you around. tc.

Happy Father's Day to You....

Dear Dad,

I have been longing to see you since I was child.

Never had a chance to know you.

I have been wanting to talk to you.

To see you

To embrace you

and tell you stories about my life...

I know you're in heaven now.

I just want you to know that I love you...

and thank you...

without you, i won't exist in this world...