my so called lonely life

i've been sitting in this dark corner of my room...
the a.c is set to high cool..
it's extremely cold
people kept on asking me
why are you so lonely
here i am..
finding the answers why
??????????
bakit nga ba?

seriously, it's really hard to explain
but i guess i know some of them
i'm not afraid to be alone
that doesn't scare me at all
what scares me is the feeling that...
of all the millions,
billions
or gazillion number of people in the world,
nobody has ever paid attention
and took the risk to become a part of my life.


this is reality,
it bites....

it bit me that it hurts so much.