Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Thanks Mack

   

I'm always looking at the empty part of my life...
Until a friend told me...
"don't make love life as the center of your life"
Life must go on with or without it..
It doesn't make you a lesser person just because you're alone...
I have my friends and a loving family...

Think think think....

Hell it's true...

Thanks Mack for the wonderful words of wisdom.
I owe you one my friend :-)





Monday, May 10, 2010

What am I looking for?

 


I'm at the point where i get depressed whenever i see a couple. I ask myself, "bakit ako, di ko makita ang taong hinahanap ko?". 


Somebody asked me.. "what are u looking for in a partner?". 
I kept on answering.. "someone just like my ex". 
One time, i went to a movie house alone. 
I hate the feeling that you look like a loser cuz you have no company. 
I told myself.. "Why don't I try to give these people around me a chance?" 
So I tried... 1 day, 2 days, 1 week.. 
we were happy to be with each other...
then come 2nd week.. the problem happened. 
I don't miss that person anymore, I'd rather see my friends. 
There I told this person, I can no longer fake it... 
I found the qualities of my ex's but I'm missing something else.. 
Of course I feel bad because i failed. 
Then I realized, it is not the qualities of my ex's that I miss.. 
it is something more than that.




 As we mature, our priorities change...

We always set the bar higher

because we always want something better for us.

It is not the person that you miss...

It is not the qualities that you like...

But it is the feelings....


The feelings that you've had before...


The feelings that you're wanting more.






Wednesday, May 5, 2010

status update





I know I'm old.. but I'm still sweet...

age 29... still single.