Me and my chix and my ugly black nails
Sunday, December 26, 2010
You just broke my heart for the second time around...
When you asked me to delete all our pictures together..
It's like telling me you don't appreciate all our good times together.
I was hurt..
I wish I can tell you how you tore me apart...
But I won't... I will never let you know..
Until the tears fall from my eyes...
Friday, December 17, 2010
I have been thinking all day
wondering what to write
speak my heart
speak my mind
but I still can't think
I dunno what's wrong
maybe I'm not inspired
I'm not upset
I'm not depressed
Do you really believe emotion is a state of mind?
If it is, is Love is a state of mind too?
Do you really think when you fall in love?
I went to a park, trying to look for myself,
watched movie and eat out alone,
emptied couple of bottles of liquor
I wanna shout
I wanna cry,
How come I dont't feel anything?
This is not usual,
I don't want this feeling,
When someone leaves you,
they're taking the biggest part of you,
slowly but surely,
it's hard to recover,
to move on,
to bring back to your own self,
I'm still sitting in the dark,
waiting for you,
and nothing that I can do..
but think about you....