Monday, May 10, 2010

What am I looking for?

 


I'm at the point where i get depressed whenever i see a couple. I ask myself, "bakit ako, di ko makita ang taong hinahanap ko?". 


Somebody asked me.. "what are u looking for in a partner?". 
I kept on answering.. "someone just like my ex". 
One time, i went to a movie house alone. 
I hate the feeling that you look like a loser cuz you have no company. 
I told myself.. "Why don't I try to give these people around me a chance?" 
So I tried... 1 day, 2 days, 1 week.. 
we were happy to be with each other...
then come 2nd week.. the problem happened. 
I don't miss that person anymore, I'd rather see my friends. 
There I told this person, I can no longer fake it... 
I found the qualities of my ex's but I'm missing something else.. 
Of course I feel bad because i failed. 
Then I realized, it is not the qualities of my ex's that I miss.. 
it is something more than that.




 As we mature, our priorities change...

We always set the bar higher

because we always want something better for us.

It is not the person that you miss...

It is not the qualities that you like...

But it is the feelings....


The feelings that you've had before...


The feelings that you're wanting more.






2 comments:

Allen said...

" As we mature, our priorities change...

We always set the bar higher"

-one characteristic we humans naturally possess. the lack of contentment. :)

Justin Breathes said...

you got it right. we miss the feelings and not the person per ce. minsan akala ko namimiss ko ex ko, so aayain ko sya lumabas, tapos ma-r-realize ko may kulang. ang kulang pala yung sparks, wala na yung magic. san kaya makikita ang magic na yun? ewan ko. bahala na.