thinking...

I have been thinking all day

all night

wondering what to write

speak my heart

speak my mind

but I still can't think

I dunno what's wrong

maybe I'm not inspired

I'm not upset

I'm not depressed

Do you really believe emotion is a state of mind?

If it is, is Love is a state of mind too?

Do you really think when you fall in love?

I went to a park, trying to look for myself,

watched movie and eat out alone,

emptied couple of bottles of liquor

nothing happened..

I wanna shout

I wanna cry,

How come I dont't feel anything?

This is not usual,

I don't want this feeling,

When someone leaves you,

they're taking the biggest part of you,

slowly but surely,

it's hard to recover,

to move on,

to bring back to your own self,

I'm still sitting in the dark,

waiting for you,

and nothing that I can do..

but think about you....