Tuesday, November 3, 2009

a comeback



I guess I would have to revive this blog.
I must say this is a come back.
This is a place to tell the story of my life.
Love, hate and sacrifices.
I thank you for continuously checking my blog.
I really appreciate it.
It makes me feel I am interesting.
That my stories are worth reading.
That my life has a meaning.

I will post more soon.... :)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

busy

been busy for the past few months... I will update this blog soon.....�

Thursday, August 20, 2009

on a Sunday morning





Monday, July 27, 2009

random thoughts

mixed emotions.. that's what i feel today.
not sure what i want... not sure if i'm wanted either.
deaf, blind and numb.
let me go, make me feel i have my life... let me be happy.
your memories are killing me.
am i really over you?
if i am then why it hurts when i see things about you?
if i am then why i wear your perfume?
if i do then why do i dream about you?
if i do then why my heart is broken?
time heals the wounds.. that's what they say...
i'm still hoping... struggling... to wipe away the tears of yesterday...
when will i be happy? where can i find it?
or have i found it with someone else now?
so many questions left unanswered..
pressured... i really hate it...
i need help...
i need space...
i need time to think and recover...
why do love songs make me cry...
what am i cryin for? who is it for?
why do i feel sadness?
i want to explode...
i want to know the answers
i am sorry...
my life is so complicated..
but thanks for being there for me...
at least i have you...

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

farmtown addiction



This is what takes so much of my time during rest days... jejejeje

Thursday, July 9, 2009

today

for some reasons... i feel so sad today...
no friends to tell my stories
no family to talk to
and the only person I would expect to be there for me...
doesn't trust me....
sigh......



Monday, June 22, 2009

wish

kung may isang bagay na pwede ko hilingin sa buhay ko...
kung may isang bagay na pwede kong ibalik...
isang bagay na pinakananais ko..
yan ay ang makilala ka...
bata pa lang ako, inaasam asam ko na makita ka
makasama...
makalaro...
magturo sakin ng mga aral ng buhay...
naalala ko pa nga..
ang tanging alaala ko sayo...
dalawang bagay..
parehong wirdo..
una, gabi nun... natutulog na ang lahat..
bumukas ang bintana..
pumasok ang napakalakas na hangin..
lumamig ang buong kwarto...
pumasok ka sa bintana..
nakakalipad ka.
nagising ako sa hangin..
nakita kita..
tinawag mo ako.
niyakap
at duon... ako'y iyong inilipad
inilibot sa mundo... napakasaya ko nun...
naramadaman ko ang iyong pagmamahal.
pangalawa.....
sa bahay... 
sa ilalim ng hagdan...
maraming tao
subalit tahimik
bumaba ako..
duo'y nakita ka..
tahimik...
ako'y naluha...
nakita ka...
sa loob ng isang kabaong...
salamat sayo... salamat sa pagmamahal mo...
san ka man ngayon... sana'y maramdaman mo..
di man kita nakilala... mahal na mahal kita...
happy father's day.. tatay...
see you soon.

Monday, June 15, 2009

camwhore lolz!

weekend na naman! as usual.. wlang magawa sa bahay..
I cleaned my apartment.. kasi I didnt realize mas malaking space ng unit ko ang nagagamit ng basura kaysa sakin hahahah!
i cleaned my bathroom... sa sobrang linis.. pwede ka na dun kumain lol!
after cleaning my pad... nag net muna sandali hanggang mapag initan ang cam.. kaya eto kinalabasan!
Tada!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahehehe... ayos ba?

Friday, June 5, 2009

what's on my mind....

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.
Never give up when you still feel that you can take it.
Never say you no longer love a person when you can't let go..
Sometimes we get lost along the way.
Look for the brightest star, it will lead you back.
Maybe after all that's happened, our paths will cross again and we won't be lost anymore because we've found each other.
Until then, I'll be looking out for you, guiding you through ...
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
They say, 'Time heals all wounds.'
If that is true, then I guess mine go deeper than pain.
There are no words to choose over losing you.
I guess I found out too late,
and now all I feel is heartbreak
.....that only hurts when I breathe.